New Beginnings

Photograph taken by me (herbeautyspeaks)

Lord knows I have so much to say being that it feels as if I haven't blog in foreverrr! I posted this picture on my Instagram (@_herbeautyspeaks) and elaborated on how I am unashamed to admit that I am indeed not perfect and wouldn't want to portray or act as if I am. I am truly embracing being a human and although that might sound a bit odd, it is definitely the truth.

The excerpt from my Instagram post :

"Every time I find myself doubting my capabilities I recite scriptures within my heart , mind and spirit. Life is full of so many beautiful moments that we often forget that we aren't here to be perfect. Look, I've made more mistakes than I have fingers and toes. But I have found even more peace in knowing that I serve a God who loves every inch of me despite the decisions that I made and still find myself making. I don't want to ever come off as being the "perfect" person. I am a Child of a God who has picked me up when I fell and still at times fall. A God who has showed me so many things about myself, about others that I didn't want to see. A God who continues to be my Guide even in the midst of struggles. Without our struggles we wouldn't be the same. Our struggles I do not think define who we are but they sure do help us become who we need to be. I'm so grateful and excited to grow closer to God and remember it is Okay to mess up, ask for forgiveness, forgive YOURSELF, (Please forgive yourself, YOU are not your past, decisions wrong doings, Give it to Jesus ! ), others, and start over. If only I could count every time I had and still have to do that. The beauty of being human , I tell you there is something amazing about being one including all of the challenges that we face. "

I find the beauty in mistakes , I find the beauty in realizing that without struggles we wouldn't be the same as who we are today. I find beauty in understanding that I still have such a long way to go. I find the beauty in remembering that it is not of God to doubt what He purposely placed within me to do and be for HIS Kingdom. I just pray that I will be able to continue to inspire someone to keep going no matter how difficult things are. I understand but we must remember that our issues aren't bigger than our God. Once, God is in the mix we have no need to worry and yes I know you are probably saying Destiny I still find myself worrying or doubting all that is occurring which is normal but that also reminds us that is so important for us to stay on top with our relationship with God and know that with time and plenty effort, faith, willingness, strength, and love that we will be fine.

As always I am praying for you and I hope that my words are able to bless you in some way.

Much Love & Peace To You.

- herbeautyspeaks xoxo