A Cry For Help

So, today on this Wednesday I felt the holy spirit tugging on me to speak on how as people we always seem to look for comfort, love, security, and worthiness in others except God. Originally, I was trying to take a break from blogging but God has made me recognize that in this season He is using me to do all things write poetry, blog, as well as photograph. Which is honestly, no problem with me because I already know that my path on this earth is not only to do one thing. I thank God for that and it's his will that I am allowing to be done not my own. Last night, well no late this morning around 1 AM I found myself being used by God to speak on the topic of many things. One of those subjects was on what I have been led to share with you all today. The Lord reminded me of how lately I have been focusing more of my energy on physically (not sexually) but physically being with someone else instead of him. He reminded me that what I truly wanted was not what I needed. 

I found myself remembering that IN GOD I am able to have all that I need, want, and could ever ask for. I got consumed by wanting someone that was out of my reach that I lost the sight of who was right in front of me. I didn’t allow GOD to fill my desires and be the shield to my comfort. Now, as we speak I have no problem on elaborating about what I did wrong. I have no issue with coming to terms that I had to allow God to catch me because the emotions of what I thought I didn’t have were controlling me.

That is why it is so very important for us to continuously keep our minds, heart, bodies, and spirits on Christ. And of course, I am not that type of person who is going to sit here and write this to make it seem like it is all easy because believe me it is far from it. But, honestly that it is exactly what I find to be so beautiful about life. I am so glad that God has allowed me to see situations, people, and things around me through his eyes. Although, we all go through trials and tribulations doesn’t mean that we need to let those same very things to control who we are and our spirits.

I just want to encourage anyone who is going through hard times to truly cast your cares unto the LORD. He understands. He loves you. He hears you. He wants you and not just a part of you, not pieces of you, but ALL of you. I know it is quite easy for us to give into negativity before trying to do something positive with that energy but it is not impossible to do. If anyone wants to talk or need advice on anything feel free to contact me.

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I am praying for you.

Much Love & Peace To You,

Destiny