That was then, This is Now.

Another day, another blessing, that is how I try to see life in a nutshell. Once again, I was inspired to to write another excerpt in hopes to inspire someone who may be in need. Many people may or may not know the struggles I've been through before I became the person I am today. Which is okay, because today I have been given the opportunity to share some experiences with you. Most, probably know me to be a inspiring, strong woman who tells stories through visuals with beautiful words. Although, those hold much truth, I wasn't always that person. Now, don't get me wrong, I've always been a genuine, and loving person but I wasn't taking a hold of the calling for my life with a whole heart. 

I want those who read this and are going through some tough times  to know that I was once like them. I was once that person who felt alone. I was once that person who thought she was the cause of everyone's actions. I was once that person who thought she didn't deserve a chance to live on this earth. I was once that person who chased after things and people, in order to fill voids that only God could fill. I was once that person who felt she didn't deserve a man who would treat her as the Queen that she was, one who would respect and love her to the fullest, yep that was me some years ago. I was once that person who couldn't stand seeing her reflection in the mirror for too long. And I am not going to lie, sometimes I feel as though these very same things try to come back and interfere with who I am now, but then I remember that those are all distractions to take me off of the path that God has for me. But, God is in control so there's no need to worry, He won't let anything harm you, all occurs to teach you baby, but only if you allow it all to. I say all of this, to say that I've been where you are or may have been. 

The struggle has been realllllllllll. BUT, all in all I am still here. Despite the adversities, God has allowed me to realize so many aspects of who I am and others around me. Your life isn't over as you think, your journey continues, I promise. I know you might not feel that way right now, but you will understand everything soon. Know that I am here for you, praying for you, encouraging you. 

Don't give up. Life is a beautiful journey that is meant to be lived. Everything will work out, stay focused baby ♥

much love & peace, 

- herbeautyspeaks