An Unsure Love

She yearns for his touch daily forgetting that what they do behind closed doors has nothing to do with reality. She feels like if she gives her body to him that he will suddenly want to change, no mutual feelings seem to be attached just bodies measuring up on one another waiting for the next time she’ll get her sense of feel back. She’s full of beauty inside & Out but he’ll never know because he didn’t take the time out to recognize all that she had,all that she gained and all that she lacked. Man, isn’t it sad that you can go so long while doing something with someone without even knowing if they were truly meant to stay, if they’re even supposed to surround you , be in your presence… He seem to be all like the rest , come when he feel so he can go about his way and treat the next woman the same. She’s had enough now, had enough of all that she thought would last, no more looking back … here’s to the future . Goodbye to the Past, No more wondering what it is about him that has got you so caught up, But one things for sure Baby Girl at least you are aware of the fact that It wasn’t and will never amount to be what we know to be called LOVE.

I absolutely adore this poem called "An Unsure Love" that I was led to write not so long ago. It is so popular in this day and age to see soo many females and (males) as well look for LOVE in all of the wrong places. Lust is a very real yet crazy thing. It may seem like that is the true implement of love but to be quite honest it really is not. It is an illusion and is made out to be such. The feeling of always needing to have that special person next to you is okay. But, what is said to be asked is "What is being done while you spend time with that person?" Just because you are sleeping or next to someone quite often does not mean that they love you nor does it mean that they are going to be by your side for the rest of your life. We get so caught up as humans as we push our inner being and godly spirit aside to focus on our emotions instead of asking God to help us control them. It is Okay to want someone or long to be around another being but what is not Okay is when you forget or tend to think that what you do (physically) with that person measures up to the true definition of love. For GOD IS LOVE, so therefore anything that does not equal up to who HE is and what HE stands for is NOT LOVE.

The picture above to me represents the desperate need of Godly Love rather than The Lust of this world. As people the best and most liberating thing you can give to someone else is LOVE. Whether it is by your words, gestures, actions, spirit, etc. We all want love and you would be lying or deceiving yourself to believe that is not so. All I am genuinely trying to say is be with someone who sincerely cares and wants the BEST for you. Who does not put the infatuation/ emphasis of your body and what you have to offer (physically) over your mind, spirit, and heart. Love begins with getting to know God himself (personal relationship with HIM), which will bring you to whole heartily LOVING all it is that you are so that you can spread, and enjoy the authentic definition of what LOVE really means.